So

So yeah, I don't know what the fuck happened tonight. He went from having a good time to being mad at me. Almost like the turn of a switch. After being briefly separated during the party at Magic Kingdom. Then tried to put my friend Steve, whom he just met mere hours previously, in the middle of it. He lied about running into Dana and getting a ride home with her. Tho he told Steve that he is safe, so at least I'm not going to have to worry tonight if he doesn't come home. Granted I don't know if he knows I know that, but it's beyond the point now.
But evidently it doesn't do him any good to explain it because I simply don't get it. Not even sure what I'm supposed to be getting at this point.
He's not working, and he's down about that. It's been 2.5 weeks since he interviewed. Which is only 3.5 weeks total since he arrived. He's got a roof over his head, he's got access to food, and he's not totally broke yet. If I could turn a magic switch that had casting call him, I would. But he met an area manager tonight, Jim my former area manager, who basically said that there's a lot about to go around.

Good stuff tho, was great to spend real time with Steve considering how much we talk these days. Always hard with Disney schedules to make time for people. Went well, and here's hoping we can make some time soon. Getting the TA would go a long way for that with regards to days off.

Hmms. I really should do this more often. Does feel good to get it off my chest.

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Single digits

9 days. It's the single digit count down. Growing up milbrat this was always when something started really feeling real. Back then it was for the big move. Which was always a big event in life. This count down is just as big, just for different reasons. I can't be my usual cavalier self here. He's put so much faith in me that I have to step up to. I do still feel in my gut this is all going to work out well, but until it does, I won't totally relax either.
And I also know he brings with him some baggage from Hawaii. But he's been up front and honest about it all. So we'll just have that as or when we have to.

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Mitch is landed and on the mainland. Holy fuck this is more real by the day. I challenge anyone to go through this. His level of trust translates to an insane level of responsibility on my side. I'm nervous as fuck about this. But I have a gut feeling it will be okay, and my gut knows me well enough.

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